You know what's making me really sad?
If I ever get published, all of you will never hold the printed book in hand. It's in German and probably will never be available in any other language.
That in itself wouldn't be a problem, getting published in Germany would make all my dreams come true. But I received so much help, encouragement and advise so far, and I'd like for you to be able (if you'd want to) to see the results.